Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Date:Sunday, May 01, 2005 Why can't she be like some normal mum? Instead of someone who's understanding, she must be the one that's forcing me to do all the things that i don't want to do. I'm being locked up in my room while she's outside with her friends singing karaoke... Sometimes i do wonder, am i realyl her daughter... why must i be treated so bad. So i do treasure the time i get alone, when she's not around or when i'm out with my friends. I feel that i totally have no freedom. She simply checks on my everything. What for? So that i won't disgrace her infront of her friends. What the crap... I'm nothing but a machine to her. I'm not flesh and blood instead, i'm just a robort made to make her proud, something that she can show off to her friends. What am i? I don't feel human anymore. I'm just... just... nothing.... a nobody... What kind of life am i living? Is it fair? I can't stand this anymore... one of the days, i'll either leave home or i'll just go kill myself... That's a faster way out of this isn't it?
[3:52 AM]
winter's a time to play. (:
__Me__
Name: Serena Ng
Birthday: 29 April 1989
Horoscope: Tarus
School: Peirce Sec
Class:4E5 (2005)
email: serena_nlc@hotmail.com
__My Wishlist__
White Converse Wristband
Nokia 6260
Energy figurine (Kunda’s one I have)
Mp3
Laptops
__My Favs__
++Lykes++
Energy
Kunda
Derrick
My Home
-Hates-
Hypocrites
Backstabbers
Smokers (don’t include my dad)